You Are Iceman

You tried to live a normal life, but it just wasn't possible A bit of a slacker, you rather tell jokes than cultivate your powers Powers: turning self and others into ice, making ice weapons, becoming nearly invisible

Which of the X-Men Are You?

You Are Cookie Monster

Misunderstood as a primal monster, you're a true hedonist with a huge sweet tooth. You are usually feeling: Hungry. Cookies are preferred, but you'll eat anything if cookies aren't around. You are famous for: Your slightly crazy eyes and usual way of speaking How you life your life: In the moment. "Me want COOKIE!"

Ok got my 'voice of the flesh' bar of Toblerone today! haha... Yummy..! N thers another bar of Milky bar tt i hvn't eaten for like 3 days.. im eatin it nw..haha hmm its still good!
ok thers another choco in e fridge tt is like almost like 4 mths old...since valentines...haha bt im not gonna eat it...oh well.. wonder wad im gonna do wif it... wont eat it n wont throw it away..so...well err how long does chocolate last? Hey its my first val choc ok...?
ah well 2mr's exam le.... haiz dreading it, but yet excited... mus b siao le... excited cos sem's endin n hols is comin.. dread cos well.. im nt very confident abt it... in fact i kinda noe myself... well flunk or not its gonna b over.. so lets jus get it over with! haha study study...

Gosh today Cass was so dumb can... she asked for the time at the end of the heart.sports and so i showed her my watch, which dosn't really tell the time correctly, but well she was fooled..
By logical reasoning, one would understand that the time then could not possibly be 3.54pm as my watch showed, as the church bus arrived in yishun to pick us up at 2.15pm, and we had been at SCGS for at least 3-4 hrs. So common sense shld tell thtat the time would be approximately 5 or 615pm... but cass was so happy to learn that the ''time'' was 354pm, that she started behaving so exicitedly and kept exclaiming and going like wow gosh its only 354? cool! tt means i can do this do that..blah blah.. i was like....OOOk....... and i gave that matter of fact face like ya.. its SoOo early.. and she totally bought the whole scene and trusted my expression and my watch. And well u can imagine how it was like when she realised wad a fool she had made out of herself...haha ok i shall not go into tt...Yawnz..





Bballed 2dae,was pretty fun n scary at first cos we were losin starting.. n i missed four shots in the entire game.. esp e fourth shot cos i was like heavily marked so i jus gave a random shot and the ball went behind the board.. and the whole team was like ALEX!!! -.- But well... won bac evrythin in 2nd half well done Delta.. haha





and Happy Bdae to Elysee! Hope you liked the gifts and 'little surprise party'' we planned.. though it wasn't much of a surprise anyway.. haha!





Exams pls come fast...
i'm alrdy anticipating the hols.. Yet at the same time so scared abt the exams...
Sigh!

Man cant believe cass actually managed to beat my tower bloxx score...haha bt im too sian to go n beat her score again... Cos thx to the almighty Dong Gua i can play Dota le... bt only if hes not playin it...haha n err ok im playin maple again...cos managed to jio dex and mave o play as well so w b more fun.. n wolfteam rox! But dong gua say might tio virus so stop playin haiz... exams is comin soon! Sweat and tremble... Though i look pretty unconcerned but well.... ok i gotta study... haiz! N to you... please cheer up k... don b depressed anymore..haiz.. n well.. im damn bored... haiz.. wanna go some nice place n eat + slack.. any ideas?





Everytime it rains it makes me think of you.. imy

Yay finlly got my new com haha so happy..! But it appears tt thers no speakers! Ok i just got a new nick..its pretty funny but err.. not too much pls haha.. its nice to laugh at urself ONCE in a while haha..

Yest went cass place n slack abit.. then jacinta threw down this tupperware wif 4 bucks inside n wrapped it in a plastic bag then bryan was like chasing the plastic bag in circles and shouting i got it i got it.. ok it was hilarious and it would be even funnier if he hvnt 'got' it.. but he did n he was so high n jumping arnd and shouting i caught it! i caught it! with my bare hands somemore... bryan ae hia ti.. shun shun li li..! Ok tt was funny... hahaa





Ok had the weirdest kind of dreams again last night.. First, the whole town became zombified and i was at tis wierd place that looks like my hse n its oso where all the survivors gather. Anyway, we were behind tis barrier thingy tt was supposed to hold off the zombie at nite. N i was looking for a weapon to join in wif th guys who were going to be shooting and holding off the zombies. Then i suddenly found lots of different guns shotguns machine guns and all, on top of my drawer..! So i chose an AK 47 and i kept it ready.. Next thing i noe, i cant find my rifle and the Zombies are starting to come cos its getting dark. N i couldnt find it no matter wad.. Then........... i got up cos my bladder is so crazily annoying.. then i went bac to bed n try to refind my dream.. n i asked myself where did i put my rifle.. then i remb its only a dream n i can make my rifle appear if i want it to.. so i imagined it beside me n lo, it was! haha.. Then suddenly it changed to nxt dream.. ok everyone was given tis wierd black thingies as pets and i chose a cute baby snake..apparently, u have to feed it n i will grow in size. So i kept feeding it n it grew bigger and bigger and i was riding on it n i saw some ppl flying on dragons and others on ants and beetles and running very fast.. N i regretted choosing a boring snake that only slither around while other ppl run v fast or fly arnd.. i wished i had chosen an eagle instead cos i could ride it n fly arnd like harry potter even though dragons are cooler and thy can breathe fire too... anyway, we continued slithering and... the alarm went off...





i tink the zombie dream is due to playing too much the last stand... im gonna try and refind my snake dream 2nite...haha maybe i'll choose a rabbit tis time.. its much more thrilling.. like doing a bungee jump maybe

Life seems to be crushing down on him and the guy felt fustrated and lost. First, the break up, then he lost his phone and now this? God, what is wrong! Why do i keep getting into these sort of situations? And he actually took these guys as his good friends, but this is what they think of him? He was never part of thier group? And its not a small thing. It meant alot to him to belong. But what did they think? That he kpkb over small thin? Nv jio only wad.. big deal? Y gei gao over small small thing? Now imagine u had a group of friends that u thought was ur good friends and u guys had fun together and you thought you were part of them. Then they had a party and they invited EVERYONE except you. How would you feel? Hurt? Angry? Or both. And when you show unhappiness abt it, all you wanted was a reassurance or even a pathetic excuse. But the reaction is like y kpkb over small thing?





Then someone texted him. 'Hey u free to talk?' It was 'Little Miss Sentimental'. Or chi qing if u like. He felt honored. She actually trusted him enough to talk about her problems and fustrations. The guy did not know that they had such similar problems and he was glad to have chatted with her. He felt better to know that he's not alone in such situations. There were wad he called 'fellow sufferers'.. That night, he prayed that everything will work out for each of thier problems and that eveyone would be happy again..





And thanks Dad for the new Tv and i hope you keep ur promise about my new lappy..!
Btw apologies for the vulgarities in my last post.. im pretty vulgar when im pissed n im tryin to change.. But once in a while somethin happens n i couldnt help it..again.. so ya im still trying my best to change tt so pls bear wif me.

As life gets more and more routine, the guy cannot help but feel increasingly Sianed. He had been feeling fustrated and another horrible feeling that he cannot describe kept stirring within him. Life sucks he thinks to himself. Happiness had always given him a short and brief visit and then gone again. He knew he shouldnt be feeling this way and that he is supposed to live a very purposeful life since Jesus is supposed to make his life more worth living. But lately he dreaded the rising of the sun each day, and was very glad to see her going down again. Each day was spent looking forward to the dark night where he could somehow find rest within himself, and each night spent dreading the rising of a new day.




I have made wrong friends and wasted my time i just realised. Friends who dont give a shit about me or think of me when organizing an event. Especially my leader?! Damn you bastards in tt case i cant giv a Fuck abt u shitheads as well! So u arseholes were just entertaining me? I had never been part of ur 'grp'?? Fine! GNDL.. 'In the end we oso nv go'... Great comfort! And dont talk to me abt my language and my testimony. Look at urself first or u dont have any mirrors you pathetic fools?










This show is nice.. Went to amk wif leeyin joel vic n my sis yest to watch tis.. The part where the mother keep asking the Ah Hui whether he eat already is damn funny.. I laugh till my stomach so pain lo... it was really reeaally hilarious! The movie is a good mix of comedy and emotions. When the mother die its so damn sad la.. but i din cry..haiz and HA! Bryan i noe y u cry le.. Dhina w oso cry.. cos all mama boys ma...oops! jk jkj jk jk no offense ar just kidding hor don kill me ltr. But the part where they put the mother in the toilet is so horribly sad la. She was eating and crying, sitting on the toilet bowl..haiz.. im not gonna treat my mum like tis nxt time. N aft e movie i was like kinda convicted to treat my mum nicer..hmm ok anyway, Vic, All the best with sneaking back to camp ar..^^

Happy bdae Singapore!!! Haiz donno wad im doin rottin at hme for on national day.. haiz ok mayb ltr goin east coast w family for fireworks n seafood if any can be found..


Lost lost lost... wad am i going to do? He panics.. But there is a high chance it will be found again.. He can only pray now. N how he wished to see her again.. dissapointed? He shouldnt be feeling that way.. He does not wants to even acknowledge his own feelings and he feels wretched because of it.. And he realised another thing looking up into the cold, dark night.. There are always veiled stars above the clouds..

'Sorry... i read ur post.. i didnt mean wad i sent yesterday.. but its the way you put in the post like you shooting me..n i didnt mean it that way.' The guy was halfway through his dinner when he recieved this. Hmm so she read my post.. He thought. feeling slightly annoyed, he replied 'Ya wadeva.' But after sometime when there was no reply, and wondering if his reply was too bad and had hurt her, he decided to confront the issue.


'How can you not mean it?' He began. 'Thats absolute bullshit!' You mean if its not a misunderstanding then you mean it? And if it is, you dont mean it?'
He thought it very childish to say something and then not mean it because it turns out to be a misunderstanding. Unable to stop himself, he went on to address the issues he had been longing to ask her about for a long time. 'How would you feel if i as your current bf put on my blog things like i want a gf whos lets say tall..?' He asked her. That was how he felt when he saw it. And as he continued, he became more heated up and as if something deep in him was slowly starting to wake up, He started saying things that he felt ashamed to have said after that. 'Tts like proclaiming to the world im single please come after me or im so damn unhappy with my current partner n i wish for a change.. Tts your attitude from the start? Do you like having as many guys going after you or something?'


He knew what she would reply and it was as expected again. She said 'no if you think that way i have nothing to say.. n in this area i didnt entertain anyone since that INCIDENT.. i appreciated you n aeverythin but its just that i nv show n express.. i dont know how to n i dont deny i was touched..' Touched? Touched? He told himself Thats all? He didint know whether to believe her or not regarding this and thought that not knowing how to express feelings all is just a convenient excuse for her all along. 'Oh no? No! I don't remember you intiate anything like sending messages containing msges like i love you or i miss you. N when i do, all i recieve is a smiley face or no reply at all.' Not knowing how to express? Too busy to remember me? Great convenient excuses he thinks. Nay, the real reason is she does not miss nor love me at all thus it does not come to her mind to send such stuff. He was sure of that at least. How could anyone be too busy to miss someone?


'I get the whole picture now.. im sorry for giving u a bad rela n i didnt play my part well..hope u w find some1 beta than me.. i gt nth to say le..'
He cooled down a little bit as he recieved that n told her it didnt matter anymore, that it was past n he hopes that nothing will tarnish the good memories they shared. As for the bad memories, he did not want to remember those anymore. 'Have you ever really loved me? Or was it all fake.' That was the only thing he wanted to know.


'Of cos i love you.. do you hate me?' He didnt know what to say.. just no i dont hate you and i wish to keep the good memories we shared n discard the bad. 'Really..? guess its the last time im telling you this.. I love you dar..frm the on start till nw.. it never changed..

I jus wanna say tis to you. E post wasnt abt u so dont get angry. Plus u shldnt scold me jus for stupid things like tis.. n dont say things like ' or it wouldnt be your turn.' its stupid n idiotic. I could have said something even worse in return and but i kept my mouth shut. Because thers no point n i dont want to make tis look ugly. I did every thing i could to make you happy but u din seem to appreciate them. And if you DID hold tis relationship dearly, you shld have expressed it n things might have been otherwise. None of tis is my fault. OK? Wouldnt be my turn?!!! LOL! I din noe u're so capable.

Mondays sux.... haiz mus wake up early go sch n all.. bt most importantly, its the start of a brand new week! Yucks! The beginning of yet another lap in life. When will i ever see the end of this boring routine? I wish for somethin interestin in life... soon. Haizzzzzzzz.... Ok nvm the only comfort to Mondays and the start of a week is a glorious Friday! Ahaha at least i can look forward to tt.. N do gals only like guys who drive? Tis is hopeless... :(

Ok last nite we hung out wif mario vin alvin n bryan k 1st we went upp thomson eat prata then we went upp seletar slack awhile then went lower seletar slack somemore...lol finally we ended e nite wif a game of pool. overall e whole thing was super fun la.. cos mario is such a joker n ok we played lots of stupid stuff (mostly on me cos im e 'new comer'). n in e end bryan went home grumbling bout a pain on his leg cos e ball dropped on him durin pool n vincent got a knock on his face by my pool stick too accidentally of cos though i dont think he finds it so.


He had told himself that if there is any one day that he did not recieve any msges frm her or see her or even hear her voice be it over the phone or face to face, he would take it as a sign tt its over. And it has been 3 days since he last heard frm her. After all these time, all she could give a damn about was whether he or his sisters was talking bad abt her. Oh just as well he thought.. if she couldnt care less why shld he? He began to wonder if it is still possible to remain friends...


N i miss you so much i wish i have the courage to tell you that..