Pride will be my downfall.. im sure of it... When i was a kid, my dad accused me of stealing his $200 and started demanding it from me with every possible method, most of it violent.. crying, i returned him the $1 that i took from him tt day, thinking that it was because of that $1 tt i took.. But i had no idea wad $200 he was talking about.. When my mum came back home, it turned out that it was she who took the money only asking his permission later on.. My dad just left without looking at the crying kid, without an apology or an attempt to console and rectify his actions. sure enough, im following in his footsteps... Few weeks back, my elder sis changed the password of the wireless internet with apparently no good reason except 'ýour music irritates me'. The argument came, and i fell into a rage.. I didn't know where the cold white anger came from, but in my fury i slammed her laptop, demanding the password and even pushed her.. As much as i regretted my actions, i did not apologize nor attempt to.. But i know that its my pride that is in the way. I did not want to let her know that she can always bully and threaten me with things like passwords and all.. But the thing i feared more was following in my dad's footsteps. My dreadful anger is one thing. But my pride is another. I want to learn to apologize. I do not want to follow in the curse of anger and pride, not even saying sorry after i've done something wrong. Im sorry Sis. hope you see this. I think this is wad god is trying to tell me. And im sorry people for my terrible anger and more use of vulgarities lately. I will stop it. Or at least try to..^^